Where to start? Pray. Father, what do I write, how do I use my broken wrist to help others? Where is the spiritual in this situation? I am worse off than others because of my disability; I am better off because I am younger than some, healthier than others. At heart we are the same, struggling with new limitations, change, the unknown. Guide my thoughts and fingers as I peck out these words. Amen.
It was a nasty fall, hard onto a concrete floor my whole right side bruised, leaving me with a bleeding bump on the head, a beaut of a black eye and a broken wrist. Neighbors were there and called 911. I didn’t panic. I let people help me.
A few years ago, I had another bad fall that permanently notched up my walking disability. I got very angry and didn’t deal with it well. I moved from my house to a senior building three years later, didn’t deal well with that either. I panicked, cried, felt sorry for myself. So immature, so pathetic even in my own eyes. But I prayed.
So what’s different this time and why? Many things. God has been growing my patience and faith. The two prayers I say each morning take me out of myself and into the others’ point of view. I have prayed not to feel overwhelmed or depressed; I am prone to both even in normal circumstances. I am feeling neither, praise God. I felt alone and helpless other times, even though help was available. I have learned to ask for and receive help before a situation is beyond remedy. I’ve learned that some people know what to do because it is their job to know. I’ve learned that many people take delight in being kind.
How did I get to this point? Not on my own, I assure you. I have been prayed for, taught, and advised by the ministers of Grove and by others who are strong in their faith. I have joined small groups to learn spiritual disciplines, read the Bible and many other faith books. I have prayed and shared with friends in times of crisis. theirs and mine. God has answered many of those prayers.
So, how do I end this? In prayer. Lord, God, thank you for all your love and care. Be with all the members of Grove, especially those who are struggling with illness, accidents or aging. Wrap you tender arms about them and comfort them. Grow their souls as they work and pray toward a solution or better health. Heal their bodies, calm their hearts and minds. Bless them with your peace. In the name of our Blessed Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen
